in truth, i really feel down as you let me down.
i wanted to really spend the day with you even but still you left me
i cried for a bit but i fought it and stopped it.
i dont know what to think anymore.
i dont know what to do.
i dont want to say something.
because i know you'll only say something different.

sighs sighs sighs.
i feel like you've stabbed me.

i hate youu.
i hate that you changed.
i hate that sometimes you seem like you dont care.
i hate how sometimes you make me feel alone.
make me feel sadness. make me cry
but why is it that despite all these
i still am with you.. loving you.

trying my hardest to be strong outside (: