it hurts so much and yet im here waiting and wanting to talk to you.

i thought it was impossible but my tears have really ran out
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so tell me.
my heart says to stay .
and my head says to leave.

why dont they agree?

it hurts so much damn it damn it damn it so much

i'll cry till im out of tears. my hearts broken. it literally is.
i never knew it will feel like this shit.

you're the only girl my ass. bullshit bullcrap. all this time. lies.

im sick of frowning :) im actually smiling :)
omfg. aweshum :)

it hurts lying to myself and saying those words.

no matter how much it seems the same its just different ):

alyssa
ur the girl i want
your the girl i need
i wuvv you baby <3333 :D

i miss lying down with you
next to you, in your arms
snuggled up under the blankets
as we share warmth with each other.

i miss spending time until morning with you
playing and mucking around
until we both get tired.

i love the way your arms are around my waist
and the other supporting my head as it served as a pillow.
the way you pull me close and hug me tight
i wish i could pull this off this time.

your sorries means shit.
no need to say sorry if you're gonna do it again.

i really want to see the sunset. MY ONLY WISH <3

i wanna run away from home ):

Well, i can't seem to get to sleep
i wanted to see you yesterday

i cried when you said you missed me..
cause you've never had

<3/div>

well, mu mums being a bitch

i feel scared.

i don't know why i still do.

probably since my body already felt the pain.

it's just scared it will go through that again

but when you hug me tight.

when your arms are around my waist.

as you lean your head against my back

i suddenly feel safe.

Baby, i'm sure you'll be there for me

so i won't have to feel that again right?

i love you (L)

i just keep crying.. maybe it's time to end things.

i think its time to let go.

had a pretty good phone call from with kuya miah :)