sometimes i wonder if he still have the same feelings for me :(
i hope yes, because my feelings never fades.

i love him.
if not love, then i like him a lot.
i hope he shows it more even though i know that he's not that type of guy.

this blog was suppose to be for the story how i met him
how we got together
and how we are spending time with eachother.
to keep the memory perhaps
or just to share it.
i have no idea.

but right now.
this storyy keeps going.
i dont want it to have an ending.
meaning i dont want us to be not 'together'

but sometimes, i feel like
wer parting in a way.
idk. sometimes i think this is just dream and
it doesnt seem real.

i dont want an ending.
i want a forever.
is that possible?


why does it seem like i worry and cry more
when i am with him?
is it maybe because the fear of loosing him
is much more stronger now
because he is with me.
and when i didnt like him.. he wasnt so it didnt hurt as much.

i really do hope.. it doesnt end :(
its just started.
it wasnt even for long.
i want a forever.
is it a possibility?