wasnt the best tho
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I heard something I did not want to hear, I did not want to know.
So I lie awake at night with tears falling down my eyes.
I curl up in a ball, knees near my chest, near my heart that you have hurt.
The heart which was once whole, now broken.
A sigh escaped my mouth and silently, I sobbed.
I turned the other way and water from my eyes fell.
The dry pillows where my head rested were stained with wet tears.
I grasped the covers with all my might and closed my eyes.
As the lid of my eyes came into a close, the flashbacks of the happy times we had came into view.
When you first said the words I love you.
When you first held me close, held my hands, never to let go.
When you first leaned towards me and took the very first kiss of my life.
When you first made love to me.
As it all filled my thoughts, a new set of tears fell like there was no stop to it.
Because, I knew I missed those times. I wished they would come back.
I wanted to cry out loud. Shout at the world for being so unfair. Shout at you for making me feel this way.
But I didn’t. I held it in.
Then as I opened my eyes, the flashbacks faded into the background and reality came into me.
You have lied to me, things are different, and never again be the same as it used to be.
And as I cried silently, I faced your back, watching your sleeping form.
Watching your chest go up and down as you breathe, hearing your soft snore.
What hurts the most is that I’m right here beside you and yet, you don’t know I’m hurting.
You don’t know that my cheeks were wet with tears. And your hands were not there to wipe them away.
You don’t realized how much you have hurt me, how much you’ve broken my fragile heart.
And to think that you promised to never do.
So I lie awake at night with tears falling down my eyes.
I curl up in a ball, knees near my chest, near my heart that you have hurt.
The heart which was once whole, now broken.
A sigh escaped my mouth and silently, I sobbed.
I turned the other way and water from my eyes fell.
The dry pillows where my head rested were stained with wet tears.
I grasped the covers with all my might and closed my eyes.
As the lid of my eyes came into a close, the flashbacks of the happy times we had came into view.
When you first said the words I love you.
When you first held me close, held my hands, never to let go.
When you first leaned towards me and took the very first kiss of my life.
When you first made love to me.
As it all filled my thoughts, a new set of tears fell like there was no stop to it.
Because, I knew I missed those times. I wished they would come back.
I wanted to cry out loud. Shout at the world for being so unfair. Shout at you for making me feel this way.
But I didn’t. I held it in.
Then as I opened my eyes, the flashbacks faded into the background and reality came into me.
You have lied to me, things are different, and never again be the same as it used to be.
And as I cried silently, I faced your back, watching your sleeping form.
Watching your chest go up and down as you breathe, hearing your soft snore.
What hurts the most is that I’m right here beside you and yet, you don’t know I’m hurting.
You don’t know that my cheeks were wet with tears. And your hands were not there to wipe them away.
You don’t realized how much you have hurt me, how much you’ve broken my fragile heart.
And to think that you promised to never do.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
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